I continued the story the mature themes and violence against children, as well as child slavery theme might be a bit too much for people, i'll have to make sure to put a content warning on it just to warn people about it. There will be several bad endings but only one good ending, the one good ending will be the one assumed in the main project to have taken place. (Originally i intended to have no good ending, but i loved the protagonist a bit too much to give her no way out of it all... And besides, everyone knows that good endings are what people tend to appreciate the most. The light at the end of the tunnel.)
The depressing theme of the story actually kills me a little bit on the inside, I now know what they were talking about how great it felt to move from the wastelands of fallout 3 to the beautiful vast nature of skyrim over at bethesda. I really understand now. How much a few pictures could do for the game though... I have some voices to implement at some point though, i just need to write more before carefully considering where to place them.
I'm getting closed to the end of Part 1 of the game (it'll be a 4 parter) but i do dread the time when i will have to write the NSFW content for part one, it even makes me cringe a little, it goes beyond being just NSFW it'll be downright disturbing. The part 1 NSFW content, there probably won't be any in part 2, possibly bad end though. The ones i look forward to writing are in part 3 and 4.
I took some inspirations from Rainbow: Nishar Rokubou no Shichinin, and Maiden Rape Assault (Note: Do not play that sick stuff. I mean i don't even mind guro, but that... i'm permanently scarred. Elfen Lied is nothing!)
But most likely the NSFW scenes wont be written until after the rest of the story, i might take it in parts though when i feel like i'm up to it, apart from just being depressing, it's hard for me to write those scenes for various reasons. Even harder to re-read and edit them.
I really hit a small block today, i wrote a quite complicated scene with questionable content and a lot of mixed feelings and some atmosphere changes, the psychological effect it has on you to write a dark and downright depressing story like this... Silly that i didn't figure it'd be at least as bad as reading one, the next story i write will definitely have a lighter theme. I'm thinking i should write a story that happens in Kalhiri next, the Fel'du are the friendliest race in the game after all. Writing about a child slave going through mental suffering feels like i'm climbing over a barbed wire, naked, but no more complaining! i will finish what i set out to do. It'll get better after i reach a certain part of the story, endure!!!
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I didn't write a lot of scenes today, but i wrote one very difficult one, it was extremely challenging to write it in a way that will deliver an experience rather than just pure disgust. I hope i succeeded, if i did it's a great achievement, and one of the two most difficult parts to write for the story.
I stopped to think today that there wont be very many deep characters in the game, for example the first main antagonist which i'd also argue is the most evil one doesn't even get a back story. (Not in this game, but he might in the final one.) Then there's also going to be another one, a really big character, an important piece of Amodos lore, but again he wont get his background revealed in this game either. Apart from the characters the player will actually like no one gets any big background stories revealed in this first game, that is fine from my perspective though, i just hope it wont hurt the experience.
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